It's such a beautiful day here in Tulsa, OK. I can hardly believe that it's November! The weatherman said that it would be around 80 degrees and that's just amazing. I should be much more uncomfortable at this point in the year.

I haven't written in a while. Mostly, this can be attributed to laziness. I have been monumentally lazy and quite the procrastinator. I think it has to do with all the things that I should be doing. It's so overwhelming that I have just decided to do nothing.

Cayton has been humming along nicely in the last month. She is closing in on 7 months already. I can not believe just how quickly the time is passing. Sigh... I can't really think about it too much without feeling a bit sad. It is very difficult to love a thing so much all the while knowing that it really does not belong to you. I don't like the thought that someday Cayton will want, have to leave me behind. But, I guess if I do this thing right, she will do an old lady a favor and visit every once in a while.

On a happier note, her eventual departure is years away and I can focus on what she is doing now. What she's doing now is practicing her sitting up skills. I think she will have it down before too long. At this point, she sits very well and then, without warning, she falls over. Often, she face plants. Sometimes, if she is lucky, she will fall sideways. It's all so amazing and charming. I can't believe how totally she owns me...

Well, that's all I know for now. I will try and write again on a more consistent basis. But, as with everything in my life right now, committing to consistent schedule is TOUGH.